As I reflect the past years of my life, I look deep inside where my feelings hide. The wall has gone up once again in hopes to protect my heart from hurt. For I am so tired of picking my chin up out of the dirt. Many people have passed through my life. I felt my best when I was his wife. For he loved me deep within his heart. The love is still there even though we're apart. He is up in heaven ....You know. I see clearly now....My eyes all alogw. When love is lost and so hard to find, I feel as if I'm losing my mind. But they'll come a day when I shed that lonely tear. It'll be for love, not sadness....You hear. For then and only then will my circle of life be complete once more, as I cross the threshold of that new door.