I have that guilt to bear. But I'll make it up to them.
They are my favorite people.

It's Sunday
The Condo is about done.
As soon as Jim gets better we can
get back to the Condo. Hoping we can
get the Condo rented in 2 week's. I don't
know if Robert & Joy will be getting married
on the 22 of this month. They say they are.
I'm not in term's with my mother. She expects
Jim & I to call her. I feel that  she is up to no good.
I don't think I can trust her. It will be hard seeing
my kid's again. I miss Jennifer most of all. I really
don't know truth of the story of whether or not my mother & Paul
came down our street and saw us and the truck in
the driveway hmm?. I guess I'm getting my feeling's
out today. Everything has changed so much since we
have gotten back. I love you so much Jim.

Love Becky

I feel bad. Not only because I drank this holiday, but because my hangovers last for days and I shouldn't go anywhere.
I feel guilty. Because there's people who want my help, and I don't give it during this period, its simply too risky.
And, I suppose, I'll get drunk again 3 months from now, unless it finally sinks into my brain that those days are over.
Vegas makes partying too easy.
If its not the heat, its the attitude of this town.
One of the reasons I liked Florida...
was there wasn't people partying on every block. You had to drive miles just to find a bar.
The only places we saw people drinking outdoors was Disneyworld and Universal Studios.
It just wasn't that kind of town.
We'll be out of here by September. 
I just can't live here. Its too unhealthy.

Nobody else that I know has kept these kind of records of their life.
I started it all as a memorial to Rob...wow...has it been that long? I miss him.

He said Leavelle is now living in Dallas. Leavelle didn't tell me.

I've got a world. To me, this is everything I've ever wanted. It is my universe.

Life has been everything I wanted. I can't exactly go into it...but life is good!

We had a blast....I really don't care what other people did. We indulged on crab bisque, we enjoyed life to the fullest. I partied too much though. Whoops. That's twice in one month. I've got to watch out for that. It was fun to let go though.

We get a little bit closer...

The neighborhood rocked with what personality it has left. It was a lot of fun. Me...I'm hungover. I indulged myself.

Aint that the way it goes?
Damn...so sad. We may call. They'll respond as if it were a canned test. How are you? Okay. How's school? Okay. Do you have a boyfriend now? Kind of. Its all hearse. And we're in the middle of it.

It was excellent. The sound stage was great. Christopher Cross and America were GREAT!
Neil Young even sang Horse with No Name. It couldn't have been more perfect.
AND...the fireworks display was completely awesome.
Becky and Sonny went off to get some refreshments and they didn't show back up for 30 minutes.
Becky's cell phone, as usual, wasn't working.

I am so proud of her. She did a GREAT job.

We also bought tickets to the Monday night show with America/Chris Cross. Saved a bunch.
Monte Lago Village had:
An outdoor Jazz Festival by the lake (bring your own blanket and cooler). They do it every Friday night.
The Checkmates were playing inside. It was great to see a bunch of grey hairs line dancing to Barry White music.
Two other bands, one at an Irish Pub, the other next to the Ritz Hotel.
Robert called me to tell me about a fire on the northern mountains.
I was surprised, because I'd already noticed it. Matter of fact, I took pictures of it.

Made some FLAN...I love FLAN...I like to say FLAN, FLAN, FLAN.
Flan rhymes with FAN, too.

This is looking so cool. If you hover over a calendar day, it tells you what happened on that day (from your log).

All of the pics

I think you have done an excellent job on this website!!!!!!!.
I like the color's it bring's out the picture's.

Love Ya
Becky

With these ads...we've already earned $5...yahoo...
All we need is another 1,000 people on here.

Rollie Hillesland. Call 1-701-306-2525, pay him $500, and he'll heal all your ailments.
He bumped his head in an accident. Now he can cure people.
Thats funny, cause I usually have to resort to hitting something to make it work. Take my TV for instance, well one of my old ones, hitting it usually clears up the picture. Forget about all those confusing knobs and dial thingies. Just hit it! See now...my dog is jumping on my leg barking, wanting to play. I can just hit him, and he'll do the right thing and lie down.
But, Rollie can now make body's heal through a frequencies,
like the ones used by Royal Raymond Rife (who invented the worlds most powerful microscope, the univeral microscope, in 1932, and could heal things with light frequencies).
But lets talk about this Royal Raymond Rife guy and his amazing cure all machine.
It was supposed to cure ALL ailments, cancer included. However, the American Medical Association came in, destroyed the machine and all of his notes, cuz they are SO STUPID. They didn't, like, aim it at themselves before axing it to pieces, cuz they are SO STUPID. They didn't save it. They didn't copy his notes. Nope, those guys want to die painful deaths, knowing they destroyed the cure for their sicknesses. That's because they, not the story about Rife, are SO STUPID.
The world is a very mystical place to some people, I guess.
I'm amazed at the beautiful simplicity of this universe and I often wonder why other people don't see what I see.
Shucks, I'm still awestruck by a blade of grass. I wonder why people think the pyramids were built by UFO's.

See Becky

Did you like that last night babe?
I really enjoyed it. I love that ozony air smell.