Robert's Log
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03/21/2009 00:12:03
 Robert  Love You Mom
         Love you Mom
Mom I love you and miss you so much.
Please forgive me for the loss of words.
To express how special you are and always will be.

For it was you who taught me love and tenderness.
You have always been there for me mom.
You have always shown me that you love me so much.
There will never be one in this world
That comes close to having your touch.

The wisdom from your words and the knowledge from your heart
Is something that could never be bought.
I sit here in tears because I didn't hold on to the life of freedom which I sought

Forgive me mom for anytime I disappointed you
Or in the slightest let you down,
But I'll always remember something I learned.
It's thanks to you mom now I've found
I've found I've been blessed by God just to have you mom.

I now begin to change my ways
And be the son you can be proud of
And smile proudly about one day.

I love you mom.
It's your voice I miss.
It's like an angel from above.
And I'm hoping that someday soon
I can show you just how much you're loved.

11/16/2006 03:25:20
 robert  I sent those pics to you on Pearl Harbor
yea i sent those pics to you on pearl harbor isnt that nuts i was amazed by those i think thats the most realest and the best viewiong i have ever seen of them
11/13/2006 03:16:18
 robert  how do you add pics
hey jim how do you ad pics opff trhe desktop for this i have some great real shots of pearl harbor
11/13/2006 10:55:46
 Jim   (Reply).how do you add pics
Ahhh..I'm glad you asked!
It needs to be on the internet somewhere first.
You may have to load it up somewhere on the net (MySpace is pretty easy).
Once you have the picture on the internet:
- Right click the thumbnail on the uploaded picture, select copy.
- While entering or updating a blog entry, click where you want the picture to be, then click Paste
- or right click where you want the picture, then select Paste,
- or On the bottom toolbar, click the Add Imageicon.
I saw those shots of Pearl Harbor in an email someone sent me.
I noticed that emailed pictures don't copy and paste very well too (it probably has something to do with them being in temporary storage).
-- Sorry bout that --
I didn't do the code that copies and
10/27/2006 04:28:16
 robert  what is family and what is love
To me family is a group of people that take care of eachother,  are there for eachother, that love eachother.. That is what family is. Well I have not had the greatest thing in family since i was alittle kid always moving in group homes, foster homes, shelters, and even Jail. But that is not the reason why I am writing this letter I am writing this cause i heard poeple hare wondering why I dont talk or invite my self over or visit anymore. Well here are my reasons... When we got to Grandmas place everybody is off in there own little world staying in eachothers rooms nobody visiting eachother or hanging like a family should. It would be a lot better if people actually visited eachother oh and another thing family outings like b-days and family fun Joy and I are not invited why is that why werent we told about it? And when we ask for a little help for something or want somthing we get charged for it or somthing happens that i said negative torwards somebody or something and it gets talked about it over and over, It need to be let go tell the person your talking about not to someone else. why gossip? Oh and when we go visit we mostly here a lot of complaing about eachother and then my lady comes home al;l upset telling me about everythign that was said or happend and she is upset and makes me upset cause most of it is about us why?? well i dont need that anymore. to me this is not a family. this is why i strive every day to show her a real family and what its liek to be close and do things together I dont want my kid to grow up like i did I am not going to kick her on the streets at 15 and 16 no matter what there is always otehr options in life and you only have one so live it the bst you can and hope your kid does better. to me thats what life and family is about we love we care we are close to eachother.. I have been sitting back getting a feel testing waters and looking at my family and know that i have i see how they are it is all jacked up to me i dont consider it a family to me this is the reason why i have become quite and I choose not to visit cause its not soemthing i need in my life it brings me down and I do not need that. I have chosen to remove my self from everybody and i plan to stay that way for a while i dont want any part in this family for a while i cant stand it and i have been upset about it for a while and i am through.. Joy will prob still talk or do whatever but i am out i am tired of it i dotn want it and cant take it anymore this is not a family in fact i dotn think i have yet to have a real family that i could get along with and trust and be there for without all the comotion.. but i will still love everyone and everybidy because i am part of you guys still but i dont like what we are i mean we need to take care of eachther there isnt much of us left theres only 6 of us int he spurling family left think abotu that compared to other families we dont know other cousins or brothers or sisters we jsut have our sleves and we need to be there for eachother and have good times not fighting arguing complaining about someone or something. family is for eachother lvoe eachother but this family i see here is full of hate or still mad at things and cant let them go and its not good.. so for know i draw myt self away for a while when i am ready and i feel i am then i will talk but for know i love you all much but i dont want to be a part of this anymore      
10/27/2006 13:41:14
 Jim   (Reply).what is family and what is love
I don't know what you've been hearing, Robert.
GMa doesn't talk about you.
Joy talks about you. Becky and I talk to Joy based on what she tells us.
But we've barely seen you for almost two months now. You've been like a ghost.
We thought we were picking you up Sunday.
We even waited until 11pm for you to come over.
Tony said you let him in the apartment window sometime Sunday.
You should come over during your lunch break, and we'll fix you something really nice.
BTW-You can have my floor jack if you want it. Its seals are shot. It leaked bringing it home.
I don't know, maybe you can fix it. I bought another one.

09/29/2006 22:39:53
 Guest  .i think life shoud go backwards
Oh should have designed this life Robert!!!!
I like your design better.
05/13/2007 08:25:05
 robert   (Reply)i think life shoud go backwards
Life cycle

  I think the life cycle is all backwards.
  You should start out dead; just get it right out of the way.

  You wake up in a senior care facility and start feeling better every day.

  You get kicked out of there for being too healthy, go collect your pension, then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day.

  You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement.

  You drink alcohol, you party, you're "generally" promiscuous and you get ready for High School.

  After High School, you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play or nap all day, you have no responsibilities.

  You become a baby with no cares whatsoever.
  Then, you spend your last 9 months floating peacefully with luxuries like central heating, spa treatments, room service on tap, larger living quarters everyday...and then...
  you finish off as an orgasm!

  It would have to be better that way ... because this getting old ... just sucks!

08/08/2006 18:33:04
 robert  Squirt turns TWO!
HBD Dawg
07/21/2006 00:22:41
 robert  I miss them days
Before Sidekicks & iPods.
Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.
Before the 5 hours(5min) of homework you put off every night.
When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.
When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.
When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.
When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.
When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.
When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.
Way back..........
Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.
Red Light, Green Light.
Heads Up 7 Up.
Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.
Tree Houses.
Hula Hoops.
Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.
The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.
Running through the sprinklers.
Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.
Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.
Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.
Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It."
But wait....
Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your Garfield comforter.
Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats.
The original Power Rangers
Or what about....
The Secret Life of Alex Mac.
Ben & Stimpy.
Double Dare.
Rocko's Modern Life.
Wild & Crazy Kids.
Clarissa Explains it All.
Salute Your Shorts.
Are You Afraid of the Dark?
The original cast members of All That.
Kenan & Kel.
The Magic School Bus.
Flash Forward.
Pete and Pete.
Legends of the Hidden Temple.
Hey Dude.
Pinky and the Brain.
Hangin' With Mr. Copper.
Bill-Nye the Science Guy.
Who could forget...
Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jeanie, The Facts of Life, & I Love Lucy.
Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.
Or Nick Jr. with Face.
Gulah-Gulah Island.
Little Bear.
Under the Umbrella Tree.
The Busy World of Richard Scary.
The Adventures of Winnie the Pooh.
Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.
Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.
Class field trips.
When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.
When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.
When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.
When Toys 'R' Us overuled the mall.
Go back to the time when.....
Argument's were only started when it came to who was gonna be the redranger.
Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.
Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'
'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.
Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.
It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.
Being old referred to anyone over 20.
A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.
Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.
It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.
When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.
When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.
When Lisa Frank was the raddest thing ever.
When a candy bar at the grocery store was the highlight of your day.
When coupons collected all year could get you a prize in your class auction.
When the only thing you cried over was your mom being late to pick you up.
When stress was addition and subtraction.
When friendships were as complicated as who's house to sleep over.
When shaving cream was just meant for play.
When a first kiss only lead to cooties.
When Valentines Day meant cards for all.
When birthdays were a class event.
When a friend moving away was the saddest day of your life.
When the summer lasted forever.
When time didn't matter.
These were the days we hadn't realized escaped us until it's all brought back.
07/02/2006 03:55:38
 Robert  Today was lot of fun
I had Dustin and Jeniffer over all day long.
I love there company.
We sat around and played video games together.
Dustin and Jeniffer love to sing karaoke together.
They sound pretty darn good.
I know its really bad when Dustin can sing better then I can lol.
He scored higher points then I did singing the Dixie Chicks (country music) Good Buy Earl (really funny song). He kicked my butt lol.
Other than that we all stood outside watched some lightning then went back in and laughed wrestled around a little.
Amy fell asleep in my arms, Amy really loves Jeniffer.
Took some great pics of all of us.
It was great! Amy went and laid on Jeniffer was so cute.
Went to take a shower and had to take the sink apart lol.
I found some toilet paper, a tooth brush, and a marker cap in it. lol Just love them kids. hahaha
Thats my cute little Amy.
So that teaches me now, if I need a good hiding spot, why not use the bathroom sink drain lol.
I can prob store 20 bucks worth of change in there haha.
Well that was my day it was great and had lots of fun.
06/27/2006 00:46:04
 Jim  We compiled some Arizona pictures today.
Mainly because you were looking for them.
We'll throw them out on the net tommorrow.
We have some pretty cool pix of Cottonwood, Grand Canyon, Sedona and Pheonix.

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